In an attempt to revive this blog – in part because I want to respond to some dreadful things happening in the world that I am as yet unable to articulate – I am posting some earlier material that has been lying around. Here is the first of them. Some years ago I wrote a bunch of story notes for my 2018 collection Ambiguity Machines & Other Stories. Here’s the piece.
Ambiguity Machines: Story Notes
Most of the time I don’t set out to write a story with a particular message, intent, or plot. The story starts with an image, usually of a character who may or may not be human, and a landscape of some sort. Sometimes there are vague hints of the middle or the end, but no notion of how to get there. In order to learn more about the characters, and indeed, to know what happens next, I have to write the story. I am under no illusions that the story notes below will be of interest to many people, but I do find it fascinating to read story notes from other writers. And it would be nice to have a record for myself that I can look back on later. So here goes.
With Fate Conspire
When she walked into my head, she was only a woman of poor birth with an enviable self-possession, even fierceness – a woman with a certain rare ability, who, as she describes it, was “of no more importance than a cockroach.” The story ended up involving one of my favourite songs, Babul Mora, composed by the Nawab of Awadh when he was exiled by the British – with its indescribable yearning for home expressed metaphorically as a bride leaving the natal family – so the story became a kind of time travel. Now time is always fascinating to physicists, and since we know time is not Newtonian, we get to play with it. Through this story I got to talk to some of my favourite historical characters – apart from the Nawab, also Rassundari, a housewife of no account in mid-19th century Bengal, whose autobiographical extracts I had read in translation many years ago in “Women Writing in India: 600 B.C. to the Present” (eds Tharu and Lalita). It was inexpressibly moving. Academically I was already becoming interested in climate change and reading up on climate physics, which is very much in the background in this story but vital to the plot. And so… With Fate Conspire, which first appeared in Solaris, edited by Jonathan Oliver.
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